hey goddess, i’m Ray Taaffe!
You may be reading this and thinking to yourself “Damn... Theres no way I am ready. I can’t do this.”
But my hunch is, you wouldn’t be reading this if you weren’t ready.
For many years, my sensuality was SO locked up - tainted with shame. I was at war with my body, and my sensuality was deeply convoluted.
I grew up in an environment that viewed pleasure as selfish. My environment celebrated the mindset “no pain, no gain”.
In high school, and thereafter, I experienced my fair share of sexual trauma. And eventually, I convinced myself that I was “asexual” and that feeling “fine” was good enough. I didn't believe pleasure could elevate and connect because whenever I explored pleasure, it inevitably led to pain and distress. It felt unbearable. So I turned it off completely.
After rejecting my body for many years, I slowly began the process of re-sensitizing and re-awakening.
There was a moment that still stands out, that acted as a portal for me. A woman I was working with said to me, “The next time you're in self pleasure, let your orgasm carry all of your affirmations to you. Let your orgasm flood you with everything you want to see in yourself.” She said it with such ease & conviction that it made me feel like “If she can do it, so can I”.
That weekend, I bought myself roses, new lingerie and set up my bedroom to embody my queendom. I led myself through my first sexual experience that allowed me to feel safe. The shame and unworthiness that lived in me for so long started to lift. And for the first time, I felt connected to my highest self. I felt the creative powers of the universe pulsating inside of my womb. I felt changed. And that was only the beginning.
Fast forward to now… and many years of healing & alchemizing, I have empowered not only myself but many other women through their own experiences using the powerful work of womb healing and sex magic. Borne out of my personal experiences as well as my clients’, I curated the teachings and lessons inside Cosmic Creatrix to reconnect you with your feminine divinity, your sacred sensuality and your magick… by surrendering to your body.
Your sensuality is a sacred pathway to your healing, to your power, and to your gifts.
Your sexuality, is SO much more than they have let you believe.